sweet!

2008-01-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

2008-01-10T19:14:00.001+08:00

i was so encouraged when i saw the notes in my sec ones class. suddenly, i don't feel like i'm doing this all alone(:

"Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom."
Psalm 90:12

yeah it's gonna be alright(:

first prissy now swetha. australia is stealing all my friends ):

2008-01-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

from hannah's blog, because it's so true(:

"Once upon a time, there was a moon.

The moon felt very plain and ugly. She felt terrible next to all the stars in the night sky.

I'll never be as pretty as them, she thought. I'll never be one of those beautiful dainty stars. Why can't I be a star?

The moon looked her holey surface and felt sorry for herself. Why can't I shine as prettily as the other stars? she wondered. Why am I just a rock while all of them can glow for themselves?

The moon was very sad and hid in a corner and cried.

The sun noticed the moon crying."Why are you crying, little moon?" the sun asked.

"I'm ugly," the moon sobbed. "I'll never be a pretty star."

The sun looked at her with compassion in his eyes. "It's okay, little moon. Come out of your hiding place."

The moon looked up at the sun and dried her tears. Slowly, she inched closer to the sun.

"Don't be afraid, little moon," the sun said. "Come closer to me."

Soon, the moon noticed a peculiar thing. The closer she moved to the sun, the more she shone!

"I'm glowing!" said the moon excitedly. Suddenly, all the stars in the background didn't seem to bother her anymore.

"Little moon, you're beautiful," the sun said.

"I am beautiful," the moon said, moonbeams shining from her lovely face.

The sun smiled. "Don't worry about how the stars shine in comparison to you. Just know that when you're close to me, you're the most beautiful thing to grace this universe. And you'll always be the most beautiful thing in this universe, to me."

The moon shone more brightly than ever.

as it should be, because God is the source of all beauty. the closer we are to him, the more beautiful we become."

***

i love weekends yes i do, i love weekends yes i do, i love weekends yes i do(: weekends mean lots of sleeeeeeeeep. at the rate i'm going, i'll look like a panda by saturday. shzehui the panda. no more duck. oh well(: must be a second week of school thing.

2008-01-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

hehe the no posts till 1 feb thing is a joke. im blogging more over these next few weeks cos it's the only way to tell everybody what's going on. since i don't get to see most of everyone alot in school (except for the one gabazillion times i saw julie when she tried to EXTORT the answer to THE BLANKS today from me. orh hor julie ah bully your friends!!! HAHAHAHA BUT I WON'T EVER NEVER TELL YOU NEHNEHHHHH xDxD) and i'm lazy to phone people and msn convos get too high and spastic to tell anybody anything except HAHAHAHAHAHA XIAO AH and things like that.

i cut my hair today. it's freaky straight but i like it this way(: haha it'll be gone in 2 days tho. sad sad. must take photo to rmmbr for life :P maybe one day if i get desperate i'll go rebond it, then it'll turn ugly in 2 years time. or go do hair straightening. my sister says got difference, aiya she then pro la.

history ra is so weird i feel like the only one there who's not totally in love with the subject. eeeee. what am i doing in RAH i ask you. RAHHHHHHHH!!! well at least it has a cool name. hahaha i think ra math is the champion la. RAMA, RAMB, RAMC. HAHAHAHAHAHA sorry.

haha and rachel miao said can(: thank You God!

2008-01-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

kezzy says i should blog about today. haha day of small miracles. met kezzy's kim during lunch. she's really nice and i was so encouraged when she prayed for us. God always sends angels when we need them(: i promise that when i grow up and im like 20 plus i'm gonna visit my cg kids at their school lunches just to encourage them. even if it costs me 20$ to come all the way from potong pasir. just like kim(:

kezzy and i were joking in the gb room that maybe God would help me find a time to meet rachel miao about stuff i had to tell her, cos its hard to find a good way to contact her. like cos we don't see her around much and stuff. then after kim left we were walking down and we bumped into miao(: cool right.

i officially left piano behind today. sad tho. i wonder why God gave me this gift if i'm gonna have to leave it behind. wasted wasted. maybe some day i'll figure out a way to use it properly. in His time(:

OH YESHHHH tanweiqing julielimyeesin and celesteweeliting i know you all are planning something okay. i can smell the spasticness in the air :p no more posts till 1feb. hahahahaha.

2008-01-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

I’m the one with two left feet
Standing on a lonely street
I can’t even walk a straight line
And every time you look at me
I’m spinning like an autumn leaf
Bound to hit bottom sometime

Where would I be without someone to save me
Someone who won’t let me fall
You are everything that I live for
Everything that I can’t believe is happening
You’re standing right in front of me
With arms wide open
All I know is
Every day is filled with hope
You are everything that I believe for
And I can’t help but breathe you in

Breathe again
Feeling all this life within
Every single beat of my heart
I’m the one with big mistakes
Big regrets and bigger breaks
Than I ever care to confess
Oh but, You’re the one who looks at me
And sees what I was meant to be
More than just a beautiful mess

Feeling all this life within
Every single beat of my heart
You’re everything good in my life
Everything honest and true
And all of those stars hanging up in the sky
Could never shine brighter than You
You are everything that I live for

(http://kezzywezzy.livejournal.com/87322.html)

2008-01-06T21:32:00.001+08:00

something is definitely wrong when your leaders, numerous school/church friends, sec ones and tuition teacher all tell you that you look tired and that you should sleep more. over the same weekend.

):

something's gonna give. i've never felt so terrible before in my entire life. even if i look fine on the outside, i'm so tired, emotionally and mentally and physically and maybe even spiritually. like a piece of candle melting into a puddle of wax. too many commitments i think. too many to count on both hands. and i can't focus on any one of them properly at all, not outreach not psb not schoolwork not cgling. not even the plate of pat thai i'm eating.

but thank you God for my friends, kichola who always encourages me and makes me laugh even when i feel like giving up, bel who understands and prays and who trusts me even when i don't trust myself, and kezzy who's there to lean on and share with.

somebody told me before that if i don't stand for something then i'm gonna fall for everything. i wonder if it's too late to start to try all over again.

Lord, please give me wisdom to make the right choices this week. Help me to be brave enough to drop what i have to drop and to stay where i have to stay. Help me because i'm not brave enough on my own.

There's only grace, there's only mercy and believe me it's enough.

2008-01-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

gladys mah bengz is da champzz. HAHA. she told me happy birthday today one month early. HAHAHAHA. cos in thailand i kid her say my birthday on first jan. made me laugh and totally made my day(:

eh no probremmz la brudder i know you love me :p man i love my mob team lots(: i miss mob a lot!! photos leh photos leh? must rmmbr to kope.

109's quite a cool class. SHIMEI I HOPE YOU READ THIS. today was better in some ways la. i hope they get more enthu. some of them anyway. enthu juniors are really encouraging. like today when they sang the song. made me smileeeee(:

2008-01-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

oh man it's 11 and i'm so tired. first day of school and all i want to do i drop dead till friday gets here. okay not even friday. more like sunday. everything is going wrong. my contacts broke and now i'm wandering around school like some freak cos i can't see properly, kfc is totally split up and psb work and meetings are falling all over the place. i've never felt so much like running away from everything.

like i told bel yesterday that we should both trust God for this first week cos He will provide. dear God, please help me to make it through to friday. I know You're the one who directs my steps. Help me to do this for You. so i can tell everybody how awesome week one was. amen.

2008-01-01T19:55:00.001+08:00

MY FAVOURITE BLOG IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

www.extremespongycrackos.blogspot.com

i love the kfceeeeee. I WILL MISS YOU ALL NEXT YEAR. I MEAN TMRW. AHH WHATEVER. XIAOZ<3

must find time to blog about mob properly(: whee mob lunch this saturday!!!

2007-12-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

"Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas. Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death."

i ask you, what's Christmas spirit hmm? the warm fuzzy feeling you get when they play Christmas carols in the mall? nuh uh don't think so.

Jesus wasn't made for Christmas, Christmas was made cos of Him(:

2007-12-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

dug this up from the middle of nowhere today. weiqing took it i think, like almost two years ago? two years is a loooong time, lots of things have changed. i look really small and really happy. miss this a lot ><

read prissy's blog today and it hit me that she really isn't coming back anymore ): and there were so many sweet photos of ppl sending her off at the airport. i wonder if there'll be ppl picking us up for mob. there better be. otherwise i won't get to see any of my friends till 2008 and that's quite sad.

i packed half my shelf and for camp already(:

2007-11-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

mob was good. chrysan and bel brought me around toapayoh to find shorts. and a shirt. to wear on saturday with james' giant basketball shoes. i really love my mob team members. especially glad i met chrysan this mob trip haha(: went out with mum and sis after that to watch enchanted. was fun, we should do that more. watching it again with sec2s tmrw, very last minute thing. argh. planning stuff is giving me a headache.

i want to do qt now. God is the strength that keeps me walking.

2007-11-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

very impressed with the p6 girrrrrrrlz gang! they're nice people and quite friendly and stuff. or maybe i just like to make new friends(: whatever. took car ride with them to tm. vanessa gave me a candy cane. yay i hope they really had fun today hahaha.

off to practise the mob dance. so that i can do it like a pro tmrw in front of ALL THE BIG AND SCARY ex mob trippers x) You rock my world turn it upside down! :D :D :D

yes Jesus really does rock the whole world upside down inside out all around(:

silly shijin and her soulja boy! hahaha. i learnt the retarded youuuuuuuuuu part of the dance alreadyyyyyyyyy. hahaha zai or not! and so THE SEARCH FOR THE NEXT SOULJA GIRL CONTINUES.

2007-11-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. eliel is the ultimate champion lian he won the lian snap game!

phuket was really fun(: we went go karting and shopping and beach and on a speedboat. played lots and lots of bridge! AND SNAP! AND SOULJA BOY! i still want to see the instructional video! and i couldn't bargain cos it was too hard and so i ended up with 200baht slippers. eh i lousy >< but it was fun. we should go goldcoast next time and we SHOULD NOT sit tiger airways the plane broke down or something and we had to play bridge and i'm-a-lian-snap for one hour in the plane heh.

suddenly there's so many things to CATCH UP ON back in s'pore! i have one million emails!!!! ahhhhhh.

and prissy bissy the great silly ego FUNNY and PRETTY (HAHA.) apple is really leaving ): we went out today after i reached s'pore. I'LL MISS YOU GRANDPA PRIS! AND YOUR SILLY SILLINESS!! ): ): ): must show me pictures of your australian boyfriend ah and come back and visit us and interrupt prac!!! <3

2007-11-21T10:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO! THIS IS SHIJIN!!! PHUKET IS SO FUN. I BET EVERYONE IS JEALOUS. WE'RE GOING GO-KARTING LATER. HEEHEEEHEEEHEEEHEEEheEE.he.

hello hello eliel and elisha laughed at me cos i forgot which one was caulliflower yesterday when we played bridge but phuket is fun(: and we bought lots of things. but we cannot bargain ): so sad.

HELLO ITS SHIJIN AGAIN!!! SHZEHUI WENT TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT MY EMBARRASSING BRUCE LEE MOMENT YESTERDAY. ):
sorryLA!

THIS IS SO SPASTIC STOP LA

2007-11-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

talking to celeste buggy weiqing ystdy made me realise that WE AREN'T GOING TO BE CLASSMATES ANYMORE NEXT YEAR!!! D: D: D: i very slow i know la. sucks la i'll miss you all dang alottttttttt. nvm i shall write to you all until my blue pen runs out of ink right julie?(: the only ppl in the world who can make me laugh at my com screen like a retard! wq is right we need more kfc outings! 1 JANUARY AH YOU ALL ARE BOOKED!

it's great to have friends like these<3

Maybe if I took a little time to talk then/ she'd heal a little if she wants to/ She can run but let's teach her how to walk away now
There's a key to the door that she's hiding behind

2007-11-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

finally got to do laps yesterday after dunno how many days of fluuuu. and then i came home after piano and did 40min nonstop on the treadmill. that's almost 7km okay! i feel so accomplished(: it's nice to be well again. hehe.

week was pretty uneventful cos of flu and the rain. stupid rain. i really wanted choir outing that day okay! cos pris might be leaving for down under and never coming back again ): choir will be sooo weird and quiet without her and her silly egoness. priscilla yong you better fail your australia test okay then you can come back to stay in SUNNY SINGAPORE and be in our busking group until we're all old sec fours(:

and then kezzy squish and i had to postpone our beach outing for biological reasons. nyeh >< nvm. tomorrow is gonna be crazyyyyy to make up for the lack of stuff this week. chiro interview tndmeeting prayer. time to be superman again(:

2007-11-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

an old woman sat by the road eating oranges. by and by an atheist walked past. he came up to her and said "excuse me mam, but tell me, how do you know that God is real?"

the old lady didn't say anything for a while. she sat there eating her oranges. then she looked up and said to him, "young man, how do you know that these oranges are sweet?"

"i don't know!" said the atheist. "i've never tasted them."

"exactly." said the old woman. "you've never tried Jesus."

it's just like eating an orange. you take a bite first, then you know if it's sweet. same thing with faith. you believe first, then you test. taste and see that the Lord is good(:

2007-11-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

CLICK! made to suan kezia cos i failed hers ;D

AND I LIKE VAN'S FIVE TIMES AUGUST!
GO LISTEN HERE (:

2007-11-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

reminds me of being p5 and sitting in the com lab with the girls from my class like bren ruio xenia(: listening to summer sunshine the corrs and emopunk avril till they played in our heads nonstop.

my gosh i miss everything sooooooo much ): sucks to grow up.

if i could fall into the sky/ do you think time would pass me by?/ cos you know i'd walk a thousand miles/ if i could just see you

2007-11-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Phra Yesu kaojai
(Jesus always understands)

Hak wannee thur morg mai hen krai
Yark hairuu me krai yoo klai Thur
promt ja kao jai reung raw thi pob jur
Mai waman nakna sak kae nai
(Today you may think you have no one to understand you
I want you to know that there is Someone besides you
That will understand all things you have been going thru
Doesn't matter how hard it was)

i really like this song. the lyrics are so simple in english but they're true(: shows that you don't need big music and cool guitar solos to worship the Lord.

2007-11-06T18:40:00.000+08:00

baking at buggy's house! see the smiley flour?(:

we met buggy BRIGHT and EARLY at cck to go her house to bake cookies. poor celeste! xD haha and we met julie's precious milk and flour and butter and eggs and chocolate and mixer etc etc! and her family and her cute baby sis!! :D :D anw. the cookies turned out really good, cos julie was so particular about all the ingredients and the folding and everything(: JULIE BISCUITS!! haha. we evn made giant cookies! fish for celeste and bug for julie and hump for weiqing and bell for me (camel and duck were too hard). and square ones for buggy's birthday. and celeste the cookie monster and i ate alooooot of cookies!!(:

then celeste went home to eat her fish xD so wq and julie and i ate at pizza hut. and wq and i grossed julie out by mixing drinks and stuff! haha. then we went back to julie's house and played life and pictionary with her really nice and zai sister jessie (jessy??) pictionary was daaaaaaaang funny everybody kept going into laughing fits cos of our amazing drawing/guessing skills :DD

hehe guess what tmrw i'm going out for TEA like a TAI TAI(: yep! then i can improve my DINING ETIQUETTE and show tanweiqing when i get back!(:

2007-11-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

RARR I WANT TO TEAR BLOGGER'S HEAD OFF AND EAT IT FOR LUNCH. annoying thing won't let me change blogskin!

was asking God why today in the car and then i looked up and there was this beautiful sunset, and the freedom we know was playing over the radio. this is the freedom we know, that i am a child of the light(: and nothing else could ever matter this much. one day i'll get my back straight, maybe in heaven maybe on earth but yeah one day. Jesus died for it you see, so it's a guarantee and He signed it with His blood on the cross 2000 years ago for me.

He thought of me(:

heaven's got a room for me, and it's got a room for you too, if you're willing to accept it right now.

2007-11-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

many good things!

WADDLE WON OVERALLL CHAMPS AAAAAND... BEST ORGANISED HOUSE!!!! BOTH!! for like the first ever time since forever!!! (okay second i just read debby's email) YAY I AM VERYVERY PROUD OF WADDLE!!<3 LOOK OUT PEOPLE 2008 HERE WE COME!

and psltc was a blast :D and it helped that we knew each other better already so our ship had a lot more fun! SESAME SHIP! hahahaha. will post about the cool night trail and stuff some other time.

but best of all tmrw is my first worship service in 3 weeks!! cos of mob, piano and psltc. SO EXCITING RIGHT! :D holiday life is good! housecrashing begins on monday okay set ah set ah((:

2007-11-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TWOTHIRTEEN AND I LOVE RGS AND I LOOOOVE STARDUST AND THE TRISTAN GUY AND THE GAY GUY TOO AND I LOVE DRAMANITE AND I LOVE BECKY AND WEIQING AND CELESTE AND HER FENCING BLADE AND EVERYBODY AND EVERYTHING ELSE<33333

best school day of the WHOOOOLE year!

AND I AM ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO PSLTC INSTEAD OF FEELING SAD ABOUT MISSING YF! :D :D LIKE HELLO WORLD SHZEHUI IS READY TO GO!!! :D

2007-10-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

missed batch ice skatinggggg ): nvm we can always go another time! busking group soon yes?(:

met sharon and bel at j8 for mob things, discussed at macs, then the matthew guy came along and taught us how to fold a origami pig. bought my cute 5.90 shirt(: hehe. life isn't fair we should get proms too right bel?

SOMEBODY BUY ME CHICAGO DVDS/SOUNDTRACKS! kezia and i are dying to find them.

2007-10-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

it says hi i'm michael bublé. hahaha. my sister really rocks la!

God is the only one who loves me unconditionally. so i'm gonna do what honours Him. last time when kezia pointed out that king david was totally emo but still a man after God's own heart i thought it was funny. now i'm just glad for it(:

2007-10-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

<3 the clay heart and star are sitting on my table right now, i'll give them on saturday maybe. to the two people who've meant so much more. for the talks and the smses and crazy things we say and do to help each other pick it up again. that's why God gave us good girlfriends right?

times like these i feel like i'm disconnected from you and revolving in a universe of my own away from the people in yf. read hannah's post about her supportive cell and it made my heart pain, in a terribly sweet sorta way. oh well the grass is always greener someplace else.

ohana anybody? (:

tmrw is do or die day, but i have to tell you before one day it gets too late. i don't want you to ask me one day "shzehui why didn't you tell me", because you're my friend and i want you to be in heaven with me too. Jesus loves you dear, and so do i.

2007-10-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

give it all, give it all, give it all to Jesus
and He will turn your sorrow into joy.

2007-10-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

DRAMANITE :D

sophia and yinleng (on the floor) weiqing and me. morocco bassanio arragon portia(:

xinxuan is king! xD

weiqings super cool cape thing!!

and becky limbos!

twothirteen! :D evn tho we didn't get in we rock your socks!

hahahaha today after our batch dinner (more like girls' dinner xD) gladys and her fishcake shoppers stole the toufu i bought from action city. so nichola went loudly: GLADYS STOLE SHZEHUI'S TOUFU and later on bel explained to us what it meant. in the not so good kinda way. whooooooops!

i can't believe tmrw might be the last time i ever play the piano on a stage. all those years in nafa, all the late nights up slogging it out, the times my fingers bled from doing glissandos on the stupid white keys over and over like some mad woman. competitions performances masterclasses stage fright and yeah all those heat pads that refused to work. everything everything everything. woah.

and all i can think about now is dear Lord, please don't let me screw up tmrw or blank out, You know how much this means to me ): please?

one more thing. i must go out with nichola everyday until i get abs from laughing. COS WE'RE THE CUTE PEOPLE MAN!! ^.^

2007-10-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

You make me feel like a complete work of art/ when I'm just falling apart/ a really nice piece of art

2007-10-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

thank you for understanding, even on days like these <3

i think next year, i'll be looking back and missing 213. crazy ppl in search of something bigger(: dramanight audits tmrw. haha i just read the part in my script that says: "shzehui makes expressions, shzehui twirls around". heh. time to start being a portia. yeah man 213 all the way!! :D

2007-10-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

this is worth it.

WELL DONE NCC AIR GIRLS like buggy and celeste and everybody else whose names i don't know!! :D SMILE BUGGY YOU GUYS DID AWESOMEEEE even though i don't know anything about orienteering BUT BUT BUT i do know that it doesn't matter who came before you or after you cos you did it as A TEAM and you did GOOD! :D

haha. like somebody said before, land and sea look up to the AIR dudes! ;D

<3

2007-10-24T20:14:00.001+08:00

etiquette was interesting. the food really sucked but the company is what matters right!! ;D haha. after today's talk on social graces and other complicated things i finally realised why gladys doesn't wanna get married x)

according to weiqing, i must marry a rich smooth talking guy so that i can be a tai tai and eat lots of free ice cream. and THEN some more after that joey told me i look like some supertehhhh kawaiigirl from jap manga. RIGHT HAHA VERREHFUNNEHH. i think i got suanned a lot (more than usual) today ^^

i must go PRACTISE PIANO now until my hands pain so that i can perform on sunday like some pro and not look malu next to the super zai piano genius jap boy. mozart here i come rarrz! meanwhile, something for you to think about.

what are YOU living for? i'm a christian, and you better ask me why. it could save YOUR life(:

2007-10-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

happiness comes from happenings but joy comes from Jesus(: i pick joy.

thank you bel kezzy alethea amy and sheena and everybody else who prayed for me(: love you all too.

ohana means family and family means we stick together. kezia i think you know what i mean, and yes, they disappointed me today. but moving on in His love. "By this all men shall know you are my disciples, if you love one another."

superman strength! don't worry i'll rmmbr, bel! thankyou<33 what are Godly girlfriends for anyway! :D

2007-10-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

"Jesus replied, 'I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done. If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.' "

Matthew 21: 21-22

i believe HIM.

2007-10-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

God mends broken things(:

in other news, had fun at mob retreat, camwhoring with the siaokeenas, and doing other crazy things like screaming singing laughing frisbee (too much)walking listening to music and laughing at james. mostly the last one(:

the team is awesomezz! thank God for amazing team. we learnt loads about teamwork and how to be UNITED(: chiangrai here we come! LET'S SHOW THE GUYS THAT THEY ARE USELESS! woohoo time to carry our own luggage man(:

Ephesians 4:2-4
"Be completely humble and gentle, be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit -"

photos if i can convince james the evil business student to give them to me foc x)

2007-10-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

okay so maybe we didn't get the perfectest grades in the world, but we're okay and finally we can all pack up and move on. you know who you guys are, dang i'm proud of you! (:

when i'm with celeste and buggy and wq at the same time, somehow there's always something/ someone to laugh at/with. stay with them too long ah, can get abs one(: haha. celeste and i are on our HUAYUCOOL mission! let's see how long it actually lasts xD

WEEKEND. MOB RETREAT(: CONCERT REHEARSAL! haha lots and lots to get done but it's okay cos everything will be alright. IT'S FRIDAY DUDE! GOD IS GOOD! :D

2007-10-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

WOAH.

ll*grace-:]] shze hui became a psl! my nicest prettiest happiest cutest funniest nyeh-ist choir buddy! yay!<33 says:
anw, wish you all the best as you ride the waves with next year's sec ones
but but but, you better not use up all your love on them
you have a very jealous buddy here!!!

HAHAHA. nicest prettiest happiest cutest funniest okay la i can live with(: BUT COME ON NYEH-IST???!?! LIKE HELLOOOO I GOT VERY NYEH MEH? O__O

GRACE TAN THE SILLY IS A NEHNEH!<33

papers have been ok so far(: so far! got back almost everything already.

good talk and worship with kezzy in the morning, totally worth dragging myself out of bed at 8. i'm gonna die when school restarts properly la. anyway kezzy rocks, she's like one of the few ppl i can talk about non-superficial, proper stuff with, awesome sister in Christ!!<33

2007-10-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

i am different from you.
i have a light in me that nobody can take away.
the light's name is Jesus.
i am different from you.
i don't belong here on earth.
i'm a foreigner you see,
God made me a place in His heaven
one day He's gonna take me there.
i'm dragging souls for Him now you see,
from this rotting earth back to heaven and
back to Him.
i'm different from you.
i have power living in me
that can make the dead live
that can heal blind people
that can break and rebuild hearts.
i have holiness living in me
i play by a different set of rules from you
and i win because He won it for me
nearly 2000 years ago
on a cross.
i have Jesus
do you want Him too?

there are some things on this earth you can joke about
but this isn't one of them.
choose wisely
cos some things can't wait.

2007-10-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

remember?(: i do.

so much to say and no time to do it all. i think there's too many things i miss. i miss going to the beach just because and i miss knowing what to say to you. i miss the days when three quarter pants were cool and boys were scum. i miss being able to leave the house without blowdrying my hair first and checking for stupid things like whether my socks match my shirt. i miss cartwheeling in the wet softball field. when we were sec one, the way we could act like ourselves and pass off for cute.

mm yeah maybe this is what it means to grow up.

/and how not to look back even if no one believed us

2007-10-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

rarr these neos are so pink it looks like my blog got attacked by lyk derh lianz worxxx :p

bel and miss kezia hsueh slept over last night :D we decided at the last minute. those two are totally the BEST man cos we're like THE impromptu girls yeah!! hippo and elephant! :DD we spent ages camwhoring until we got JUMP SHOTS by the pool! rarrrz high school musical made it look so easy and glam haha kezia is right i bet they faked it la plz!

and we did other stuff like guitar talk swim and choreograph a dance (or part of it anyway) :D kezia and i listened to music after bel fell asleep. haha crazy la kezia's MARIIIIIII-AHHHHH song is still stuck in my head!!!! and THEN kezia slept in the middle of the bed and STOLE THE BLANKET again. just like in sec one! somethings never change huh ^^

anyway GLADYSLEESHIYUN's sms woke us up suuuper early, like at 7 cos our phones started ringing /vibrating tgthr. then kezia kept laughing at me and bel cos she SAID we slept talked or something. hahahaha RIGHT!!! okay anyway we slacked around and watched just follow law then gladys came and toured my house. and we slacked around in the gym some more and then we went ICE SKATING :DD

ICE SKATING WAS FUN!! we invited everybody but nobody replied/everybody else couldn't make it so we went on our own. haha i felt so cheng gong!! cos i didn't fall on my butt like i thought i was going to(: eh kezia your dream of being a figure skater is coming true!!! :D gladys got cheated by various arcade machines x)

anyway these crazy girlfriends are <3 and i wanna go ice skating again!!!

2007-10-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

i love. we're gonna DANCEDANCEDANCE in the freedom we know :D freedom in JESUS yeahhhh. cos JESUS ROCKS better than anything :DDD

weekend has been good so far. busy but good. crazy things!(: good weekends make us all feel loved yeah.

<3

mmhm and this time you guys made me sad that i'm leaving ^^ well we'll see.

bel and gladys the funny woman who never wants to get married might be coming over. might be. MUST BE. to prepare for the big shopping day tmrw. or whatever(: sitting next to gladys during marriage sermons is the best. wanted to post a picture of her sermon notes but i think she'll kill me. dadadada(:

stupid i just found out my esprit vouchers CAN BE USED from 9/10 onwards, not EXPIRE on 9/10. _________. sorry nat and kenneth (HANG TEN!! xD)

byebyebye. fell asleep on the bus after mob. need to sleep cos im probably not gonna get much sleep tonight(:

2007-10-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

one more to go! haha you know what i bet im the only one who updates every day during eyas. like i update more during eyas than during normal days la i think. cos on normal days you can go out and stuff, but when eyas come everybody's stuck at home being no life muggers x)

feels like ages ago but it was only june when we were in that room with that piano and the stars on the ceiling yeah the three of us, and everything was still okay. and you were learning about rocks i think yeah something like that, and we were sitting around passing the redbrown guitar talking about stuff. and how it was funny when we talked about dressing up and about people who hog bathrooms in the morning, and then when you went off i said eat chocolate chocolate's good for you and you laughed. and you better run it's late i bet your bus is gone and you ran down the row of houses like that.

where did i go wrong i lost ~~a friend~~

funny how we all know we've lost, but yeah right now i don't think it was a friend thing anymore do you?(:

my blog will be abandoned i think, cos from tmrw till whenever i'll be OUTSIDE PLAYING(: oh right, one more important thing. very very VERY important!

BLOOREGARD Q. KAZOO!!!!<33

2007-10-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

Jesus is holding our hands(:

2007-10-08T16:48:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. JULIE IS GOING TO KILL ME FOR THIS. BLUEBLOOOOOOOOOOOB!!! :D :D :D

anyway. i decided i kinda like exam periods! ONLY cos of the one hour break btwn papers!! and all the spastic stuff that happens within that one hour(: haha. like obsessing over the study table by AHEMAHEMAHEMAHEMcough(:

ohyea. and LIT DIED TODAY :D :D :D for SOME of us at least. haha it's okay litfish we still <3 you!! xD

van is an awesome co-worker in Christ :D very very awesome!

2007-10-07T14:21:00.001+08:00

couldn't go church today, couldn't go mob ): stayed at home all morning, studyed lit ate rabbit food did random blogthings with wq laughed at julie and celeste and their random lit things on the keshie blog. thinking of ponning tuition. and somemore it's raining ):

van rocks, she and her crazy cool ideas. we can do this yeah, for JESUS and the people who need Him! :D

entertainment for all the litmuggers 8D

I am a toy. Hath not a Toy eyes? Hath not a Toy hands, fluff, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? Living in the same world, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same torture, healed by the same means, warmed and cooled by the same aircon and non-aircon days as a weirdo is?

hahaha yeah man julie's actually pretty good at lit sia!! :D

2007-10-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

hey you(: don't be sad okay. rmmbr that God will make things work and live again, in His time(: even the relationships with people who have disappointed us, or the situations that we've given up on. always in my prayers(:

that's what Godly girlfriends are for, yeah?(:

i keep thinking about the time when we all went down to east coast, and we sat on kezia's mat in the sand and ate her funny salty biscuit sticks and the four of us just talked and talked and swam and swam and ran into the sea together. and how we laughed when we had to change after showering cos of yeah you all know what, and how bel and i kept laughing about it on the bus back with ben and dexter.

God gave me good friends<3

and sometimes it feels like i'll never belong with them, like we'll never belong with them or their people, but i thank the Lord for you all, and every time my heart hurts i remember<3

2007-10-05T13:08:00.001+08:00

geog today. (further) proof that julie and jane and swetha are deprived babies xD

me: eh van you know what half my class didn't understand the stork question cos their mommies never told them that babies come from storks!!!!!

van: haha i used to think that babies come from smurfs.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i tell you, this one beyond hope already xD

LIT WEEKEND! D: but jiayou everybody, do your best for God! and get well kezzy!<3

2007-10-02T19:34:00.001+08:00

guess who! keywords: julie, celeste, becky, shze!

philo session today with wq celeste swetha was good((: i don't wanna be a philo fish!!!

off to mug! with my funny starducks mug(: this time i'm really going on hiatus. unless something groundbreaking and totally unbelievable happens within the next 9 days. like, up till now, life is still good :D

2007-10-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Shzehui!

The international dialling code for shzehui is 672!
Some people in Malaysia bathe their babies in beer to protect them from shzehui.
Shzehui is the only metal that is liquid at room temperature!
Shzehui is the world's smallest mammal!
Never store shzehui at room temperature.
Shzehui is only six percent water.
By tradition, a girl standing under shzehui cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege.
A rhinoceros horn is made from compacted shzehui!
Shzehui is born white; her pink feathers are caused by pigments in her typical diet of shrimp!
Shzehui can remain conscious for fifteen to twenty seconds after being decapitated.

SHZEHUI IS THE WORLD'S SMALLEST MAMMAL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

why am i doing this i should be doing seq! ESSSSSSSS EEEEEEEE KYUUUUUUUU

o Lord give me strength, to finish the rest of the exams for Your glory(: cos God is all that matters, now and forever! :DD

2007-09-30T20:14:00.001+08:00

HAHA. GUESS WHAT I DELETED THE LAST POST COS I DECIDED I WANT TO POST ANYWAY SO WHAT THE HECK(:

baptism was really gooooooooood!! :D :D i didn't expect it to be so good cos everything was going wrong at the last minute and i got really stressed and nichola even had to tell me not to cry but GUESS WHAT(: IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT AFTER ALL :D :D cos baptism honours God, and that's the greatest thing anyone can do with their life right! :D

Ezekiel 36:26
A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you.

best funeral ever man. COS I'M LIVING MY NEW LIFE NOW AND GUESS WHO'S LIVING INSIDE OF ME! :D

thankyou everybody for your presents and smses and hugs and verses and stuff!<3

SORRY NO UNGLAM PHOTOS (cos shijin forgot to bring her CAMERA like i forgot to bring my HAIRDRYER RIGHT!! xD)

AND TMRW IS A HOLIDAY(: thank You God for a awesome weekendddddd :D

2007-09-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

this song was playing in the car on the way home (the hilllsong music version of it). right then i was really stressed cos of geog and all the other things as well but then i dunno why i started singing with it without noticing (must be the INFLUENCE of the hug a bug song! d:) and then all the angry frustrasted feelings just lifted :D

and then i remembered something i read in a stormie omartian book long ago, like, there is amazing power when we sing God's praises from our hearts(: cos when we do, we remember just how great our God truly is. and we lift our human eyes to see from heaven's eyes instead.

cos we're pilgrims on a tiny little eighty-year journey, passing through earth to reach our homeland in heaven(:

and that's really the only thing that matters in the light of eternity. that God loves us, and that His gift for us is heaven forever if we believe(:

2007-09-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

mmhm. yeah manzzzzxzxzxz. what we did in philo! :D i can totally see weiqing's iamakeshienonfan face right now xD

the becky files

i can't wait for saturday BAPTISM(:

thank you God for always being there, even in the down days like today. thank you for never giving up on me even tho i worry so needlessly even after You tell me that You will help me through. thank You Lord(:

blessed be Your name/ when i'm found in the desert place/ though i walk through the wilderness/ blessed be Your name

2007-09-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

fall on my knees cry at the cross because i know You understand.

o Lord, give me Your strength, to break these chains.

God will see us all through the rest of this flood, okay? (: He knows la, and He always sees.

(RS PWRPT IS DONEDONEDONE BYEBYE VICTORIAN WOMEN IM GOING TO EAT CHEESECAKE NOW TILL I FEEL SICK BECAUSE I WANTED TO JUST NOW WHEN I WAS STRESSING OUT BUT I COULDNT CUZ OF RSRSRSRSRS. byebye goodnight talking to JULIELIM YEE SIN and CELESTEWEE is good for post-rs destressing! :D WATCH OUT WEIQING!)

2007-09-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

RUN BABY RUN!

is a freaking awesome book :DD I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO READ THREE WHOLE TM BOOKS THIS YEAR :DD

anw. the power of God to transform people's lives is dang cooooooool! from multiple-time murderers to ministers with stories to tell :D

oh and.
MEP I HATE YOU D: D: D:

2007-09-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

<33 trying on clothes (and cheating the sales assistant's feelings by not buying anything in the end).

I WANT MY OP WHITE SKIRT/SHORTS!! dang i need $40 to drop from the sky tmrw ):

need to MUG! ahhhhhh!

2007-09-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

com studs is such a big fat colossal waste of time.

thankyou julie and weiqing and megan, for being so involved in all the class activities and for spending so much time and effort on the littlest things, like the mtv video. i know you guys probably won't see this (GET BLOGS LA :D) but yeah. you guys are really really totally awesome for putting your hearts into these things, even if they don't come with a gpa score or count for much on your testimonial<33 i guess i just nv really realised until today la, but yeah(: thankyou veryvery much!

im a horrible vchair. and a horrible twothirteener too i guess ): mm.

it's 8.30. plans for tonight: call kezia, have a proper talk with God (i reallyreally need this one!), sleep by 9.30. thank you God so so much for making FRIDAYS(:

2007-09-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

life moves way too fast puts us all out of equilibrium.

gambatte! 3 more freaking weeks.

2007-09-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

KESHIE IS A STARRRRRRR!! i bet julie's very happy ;D

TA DAH!!

five seconds of fame with the star

julie and keshie answer tgthr! awwww :D

TRINA LING (insert chinese name) STOP SAYING I LOOK SLEEPY!! xDD hahahahaha.

2007-09-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

sale shopping today made me think. and journal(:

funny how God can use the littlest things to show how much He loves you.

anw i'm so happy with my op shirt! even tho it wasn't two for one like we thought it was. no more shopping till after eoys. the white shoes will have to wait i guess(:

i can't stop falling in love with You

2007-09-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

ONLY BECAUSE I PROMISED!! HERE YOU GO :D

(the person who tagged you is)
Van, Kezzy!

(your relationship with him/her is)
Van: cgmate, exclassmate, sister in Christ! HAMSTER (rmmbr? so long ago right :))
Kezzy: BOBO! sister in Christ, classmate, person who introduced me to lor mee and weixian x)

(5 impressions you have of him/her)
Van: supportive, warm, huggable, brave, enthu! :D
Kezzy: sweet, steadfast, encouraging, caring, growing (like, the SPECIAL kinda growing!) :D

(the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)
Van: talking to me after tm that time and always just being so dependable and awesome no matter what(:
Kezzy: staying with me in the gb room after 2.4 that time :DD going to botanical gardens together! starbucks after secone lj!

(if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
laugh. haha NA la. i'm straight, sorry d:

(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
HAHA NA.

(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will)
Van/Kezzy: cry!! and wonder whywhywhy!

(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)
Van: i whine too much!
Kezzy: cos i was mean? haha. or i called her bobo too many times!

(the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)
Van/Kezzy: hug! act i still owe kezia a letter since that friday so many weeks ago i think ;D

(your overall impression of him/her is)
Van: INSPIRING and COOL(:
Kezzy: can't imagine life without her d:

(how do you think people around you will feel about you)
small, gets emo easily, laughs a lot, sings randomly/compulsively :D

(the characteristic you love about yourself is)
that God loves me! :DD is that a characteristic about me?

(on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
NOTHING (not even my height thankyouverymuch :))

(the most ideal person you want to be is)
i dunno. whoever God wants me to be like. Jesus i guess!(:

(for people that care and like you, say something to them)
<333!

(pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
do they have to have blogs? guess so la :/
1. van (DO FOR ME :))
2. kezzy (DITTO)
3. mengshi/charmaine (they share a blog)
4. isobel
5. celeste (teo)
6. shijin
7. sho
8. jane
9. weixian
10. grace loke (if you see this)

who is no.6 having a relationship with? [Shijin]
HAHA. HAHAHAHA. HER ANTICLIMAX SJI GUY (SORRY SHIJIN. YOU WERE SO FUNNY ON STAGE TODAY :D)

is no.9 a male or female? [weixian]
FEMALE(: haha she's a soccerette (spell wrongly i think :p) i just found out! the name is so cute it sounds like chocolate! soccerette chocolate!

if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [sho and grace loke]
can la can la! both are really brave and aren't scared what other ppl think/say about them, if they know they're doing what's RIGHT(:

what is no.2 studying about? [kezzy]
trip sci lit! and about God and growth and everything. i'm so proud of you kezzy!

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [mengshi/charmaine]
today? during lunch i guess(: mengshi just smsed me.

what kind of music does no.8 like? [jane]
HAHA COOL MUSIC. RIGHT JAAAAANE? :D

does no.1 have any siblings? [Van]
one cute little sister. and her kody!! (does he count? :D)

will you woo no.3? [mengshi/charmaine]
HAHA. HAHAHAHAHA. no la i'm scared. cos they might corrupt me even more xD

how about no.7? [sho]
want to also not pro enough. cos the guy who woos sho needs to think breathe eat dream korean dramas right!! :DD

is no. 4 single? [isobel]
HMMMMMM xD

what's the surname of no.5? [celeste]
TEO? i wrote up there!!

what's the full name of no.10? [grace]
loke weiting grace!! haha HER BLOG NAME GAVE THE ANSWER AWAYYYYY :D

what's the hobby of no.4? [isobel]
hanging out with girlfriends :D and shopping and all the things that girls like!

do no.5 and 9 get along well? [celeste and weixian]
they might. they're both christians..but weixians j1 but she's nice so it should be OKAY(:

where is no.2 studying at? [kezzy]
RGS

say something casual about no.1 [van]
VAN IS LOVEABLE(:

have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [jane]
jane's a really nice friend!(: but not in that kinda sicko way.

where does 9 live? [weixian]
haha i dunno! i don't stalk ppl!

what colour does no.4 like? [isobel]
i'm not sure about favourites. like blue-pink-purplish kinda range i think, from all the stuff she has :D

are no.5 and 1 best friends? [celeste/van]
friends la, but not best i think. as in they know each other la, from tm(:

does no.7 like no.2? [sho/kezzy]
I'm pretty sure, yeah(: in a good platonic kinda way.

how did you get to know no.2? [kezzy]
properly? lj week :DD

does no.1 have any pets? [van]
HER KODY :DDD

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [sho]
HAHA. not for me to answer huh?(:

2007-09-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

kezia is such a bobo :D i will go stare at this later when i do my zuowen!

anw! i feel so ACCOMPLISHED cos i finished TWO WHOLE BOOKS :DD and one is my mob bio!

it feels nice to be back in school, actually. God gives us the strength to carry through when we feel like backing down(: i still can't wait for saturday tho(: i want to go outtttttt!

anw weixian (cos i don't think it can fit into a tag): haha cos it's inspiring and it really lifts me up when i feel sad and i read it(: thanks ya for everything and i hope you found your wallet!! :DD

2007-09-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

All I can say by David Crowder Band

Lord I'm tired
So tired from walking
And Lord I'm so alone
And Lord the dark is creeping in
Creeping up to swallow me
I think I'll stop
Rest here a while

Chorus:
And this is all that I can say right now
And this is all that I can give
And this is all that I can say right now
And this is all that I can give
And that's my everything

And didn't You see me cry'n?
Lord, and didn't You hear me call Your name?
Wasn't it You I gave my heart to?
I wish You'd remember
Where you sat it down

Chorus:
And this is all that I can say right now
I know it's not much
But this is all that I can give
Yea, that's my everything

Bridge:
I didn't notice You were standing here
I didn't know that
That was You holding me
I didn't notice You were cry'n too
I didn't know that
That was You washing my feet

Chorus:
And this is all that I can say right now
I know it's not much
But this is all that I can give
Yea, that's my everything

it's so good to be Jesus' friend. it's so good to be by His side. it's so good to be loved.

weixian's blog is really amazing. the world truly needs more blogs like weixian's.

2007-09-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

i lovelovelove the zi lang zi bua song that james played during mob!!! i found it on multilply but it's so hard to put on my blog! go listen okay it's from 881(: i have like, no idea what the words mean but it's still really really nice!!!

i'm really glad about how the mob team is working out.. i think we're super blessed to be in the team we're in, and to have funny and good leaders like james and shufen(: it's actually a pretty good thing to be in a almost all girls team i guess(: i can't wait for mob and baptism and all the exciting things happening!

and i got my haircut today! finally! but i still wish i cut with isobel and gladys that day. theirs is nicer!!! kay la, maybe i just need to time to GROW into my haircut(:

2007-09-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

it's 1230 in the morning and the com screen is weirdly bright /:

decisions decisions. thank God for how things are working out.. especially with like responsibilites and parents and all(: thank you everybody who prayed for me and talked to me and everything.

the book i borrowed from seth is full of bgr rubbish that's flying over my head. i think i'll stick to my mob bio for now.

my sister just walked into the room wearing a kimono thing.

i think i'm tired. baptism class tmrw! gdnite world(:

2007-09-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

i'm no supergirl.

"For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Mat 6: 32-34

Oh God help me to believe.

2007-09-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

after lunching with isobel and gladys today, i...

1) found out that delifrance serves food, really really slooooooooowly.
2) realise that for a feminist who never wants to get married, gladys has alot of good advice. hinthint(:
3) now owe isobel a sports car for her next bday.

two of them are such awesome friends(:

anw. kezzy you have fun at your fcbc encounter!! must come back with lots of cool stories to tell evrybody okay!!! haha <33 ya evn tho we didn't have our emo beach outing in the end d: which is actually kinda a good thing, in retrospect, if you know what i mean(:

2007-09-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

heh. i realise that limiting the no of times you go out doesn't work if you stay home and slack all the time :p

3 days to go out means 4 days to stay at home. out of which 3 are over. and i've hardly done anythg. oh well. three-of-us outing tmrw! haha i've nvr bn out with anybody for lunch and haircut before i think it's gonna be fun(ny) :DD

my chains are gone, i've been set free/ my God my saviour's ransomed me/ and like a flood His mercy rains/ unending love, amazing grace

God's grace: the one thing i can really say that i'm truly glad for now. oh the things you learn at funerals.

2007-09-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

<3

funny how people can hurt you and love you at the same time. funny how there are times when they think they know, but they really don't at all.

funny how you all can put on your act so quickly and get so caught up in it. things like that i'll never learn. how you forget about the real living people next to you because you want them to see you, just like that.

funny how you want me to say all the right things but you never give me the time to open my mouth.

things i'll never understand.

i like what i learnt in baptism class today. about how a church is run and built.

two of you i miss you all dang alot. we need a girls lunch sometime soon okay(:

this clock never seemed so alive

2007-08-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

caution!/ voila!/ le cappuccino/ grape/ HONEYJOYS/ condensation

HAHA. our possible busking groups names! i like caution! (be careful, we're good) PRISCILLA AND VARSHA AND I ARE PRO RIGHT! WE GOT INSPIRAAATION FROM OUTSIDE THE CAR WINDOW(:

priscillalalala is so funny! i'll be soo soo sad if she leaves like CHAOYING! and i can't believe the sec fours are leaving esp shuyu and chaoying. CHAOYING IS LEAVING FOR TWO YEARS! ): varsha and i wanna go to the airport tmrw to block the plane. "excuse me, the two girls there, kindly vacate the runway."

TRS DAY TMRW(: hairspray outing with the girls i havent seen in aaaaaaages!! i miss nyps ppl sometimes. what happened to our clique? like, THE clique! haha nvm i guess i'll be seeing them all tmrw(: and then watermelon-cutting in lhk.

oh and i decided i like the silent readers on my blog, cos they say really meaningful things(:

COME DOWN THIS SATURDAY TO PALAWAN BEACH AT 1.30 YOU WON'T REGRET IT!! THE ROBE THE RING AND THE SANDALS(:

2007-08-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

baked cookies did math assignment typed mep report baked more cookies made farewell food did exercises baked cookies.

and still a million more things left to do do do. am tired. but anw

cads07/08! (except hilary and alexys)

thank you for making me happy today, you and you and you and you. and You(:

you ppl are nice and all, but srsly la, you disappoint me again and again. wht can i say? we've only got that little bit left to go, let's make it work for us all while we still can(:

2007-08-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

kezia says i don't post anythg substantial here.

fine.

pls pray, for the telematch, for the doctor, for school. esp for the doctor.somehow i feel like my last hope is gone. i know i should't feel like that cos ultimately i know that God is so big, that no matter what doctor i go to He can still heal me. Is His hand too short to save me? Surely He can. He is the God who moves the mountains and raises the dead. He loves me even when nobody else understands or feels the pain, whether it's on the outside or on the inside. God is my first and last and only hope, not the doctor.

Oh Lord, help me to believe the voice of truth.

2007-08-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

haha busking group is actually starting so excitiiing(: anybody has any cool ideas for name please tell me! yeah(:

2007-08-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

waddle house comm camp was FUN. the juniors are nice and funnehhhhh. mostly. like jean the siao woman who laughed on the floor at the baby i love you game. (i'll always rmmbr that part of camp la sorry x))

cads have eiiiight people now!!! :DD hehe. i love the cads. haha. our butcher sheets super pro la. I'M A CAD are you?(: after camp elaine and sophia and jean and eliza (dunno how to spell) and me and OF COURSE eunice the megastar went to subway!! eunice is super funny and nice somebody upload her singing videos!!! :DD haha elaine has the photooooos! elaine is really nice, and now she's a CAD too! :D cads are nice ppl see!!

oh yah. and so that jane won't feel sad cos she took VALUABLE TIME AND ENERGY to send all these to us (look out for wq's collage soon :))

the failure emos

janeweiqingshzehui(:

2007-08-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

my junior just made my day. thank you silly!<33

wanted to write something here but then thought better of it, so i think i'll just be journalling that one(: some things are between your heart and God la.

but yes. when we beat on God's chest in anger and tears, we do it from the safety of His arms, says my odb.

and by the way.

God didn't make me for my height. He made my height for me.

see the difference? it matters(:

2007-08-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

i found this pic when i was doing my outreach homework(: haha. the sweets were getting annoying.

BE STRONG.

2007-08-20T19:51:00.001+08:00

hosanna by hillsong is cool!! and i spent the last half an hour finding a cheater way to play hey there delilah. good right? d:

i think you have to be careful what you post on your blog. cos ppl expect you to live up to it, y'know what i mean? haha.

(:

vinna: HELLO haha THANKYOU(:
wq: WHY NOT?! i was in a gep class what!! haha. hahahahaha. fine la. shzehui sotong(:
yinleng: thanks and congrats to you too!!(:
grace: GRACE TAN!! HAHA WHY YOU SO STUPID? no la KIDDING LA! very funny leh you! ask this kind of qns!!<3
giovanni: hello how did you find my blog!! haha thanks and God bless you tooooo(:
giam: HELLO GIAM :DD no la it's okay God must hv other plans lor. take care okay i hardly seeya nowadays but <33!

2007-08-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

why i am HAPPY today(:

5) i was late for tuition and my tr didn't get angry
4) my parents brought me out to eat seafood
3) tmrw is a HOLIDAY!
2) went out with cg to watch bourne ultimatum and play arcade for vincent's bday. and it was okay evn tho i was the only girl (AGAIN) and it made me late for tuition d:
1) GOD IS GOOD(:

on another note. the ping pong song by the guy with the long name that's hard to pronounce. the mv really sucks. cheat my feelings la.

2007-08-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

friday service really touched me, esp the lady who prayed for me upfront(: God lifts me out of my pointless discouragement and reminds me to stand firm always. i'm so glad He found me and takes me in, in His grace. otw who knows what my life would be like now.

speech day. waste time only la. haha but everytime they read out rgchoir things i felt really proud and happy(:

suddenly suddenly suddenly. psb mob psb mob psb mob. i'm really glad about both!!!(: but both fight for my december hols. still nvm, i know God has a reason why things worked out this way and eventually i'll see it. someday in retrospect(: God's plans are perfect and i will not doubt(:

Your love makes me sing/ Hallelujah

2007-08-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

something funny today in mep.

renci: you're going speech day meh?
me: ya.
renci: getting prize?
varsha: ya geog. smart right
renci: O.O EH but you don't look like the smart type!!!
me: ;__________; heart breaks
varsha: NO la you don't look like the mugger type. compliment la.

eh fine la so im a blur penguin la! varsha and renci are such funny people(x BIO PT IS DONE AND PRETTY((:

I WANT TO SNATCH THE CHANCES GOD GIVES ME FROM NOW ON AND GO FOR IT!(:

2007-08-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

i bet you don't know. do you?

don't worry, sometimes i think i don't know much either.

(:

____ and ____ are really some of the ~~only~~ people who i can hide out with and not feel weird about. thank you, hope you all didn't kenna trouble in the end(:

2007-08-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry, 213, for being such a/an _________ lately and for forever hibernating under the cold cold aircon+fans and being so stone. sorry for not being a very good friend/ classmate/ person/ princess/ weirdo.

really, i mean it.

i'm sorry God.

it's time to start doing things the right way again. His way.

Worldwide Watermelon Juice Day?

2007-08-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

ONE LITRE OF TEARS!!!!!

haha priscilla and shasha and i kept watching it on youtube tgthr nonstop until 1am for the past few days. cry until my eyes all red and poofy already. see la priscilla yong is dissolving me into a fangirl!! WE NEED A ONE LITRE OF TEARS MARATHON AT SHEENA'S HOUSE (cos she has all the tapes!!! *squeals*)

thank God for the nat day break!! i'm so free that i finally have time to do all the stuff i've been forgetting to do. haha sunday is farewell shopping day say yay(:

2007-08-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

YOURS IS THE KINGDOM!!

Yours is the Kingdom
And the power
And the glory forever is Yours
Heaven and earth bow down
In the wonder of Your Name
Heaven is open
Death is broken
And the glory forever is Yours
Nothing can overcome
The power of Your Name

King above kings
All the universe will sing
Everlasting God
You are wonderful
You are wonderful

And the shout of the earth
Will be Your praise
God forever
And the light unto all
Will be Your wonderful Name
For the glory Lord is Yours
God forever
All the glory Lord is Yours

i just realised that i love this song alooot!! i think they sang it like twice during worship(: super hillsong la BUT IT'S SO NICE the lyrics rock and it's such a JUMPY song!!

me and kezia and van were singing it during rs when i refugee-ed with their group! sorry kezzy i couldn't go stadium tonight, but it's okay WE CAN STILL PRAY FOR SINGAPORE TGTHR(:

2007-08-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

I LOVE RGCHOIR!<33

RGCHOIR ROCKED THE DURIANS(:

secones!!
especially the silly altos like crazy grace and fly and amanda and azura and giovanni and enting!! (sorry sop ppl i don't know you all so well laaa :)) YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET AND FUNNY AND PRO hahahaha thankyou for being such nice juniors!(:

sectwos<33
thankyou for being such awesome batchmates!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!shashzepripeffhui and ALL THE REST WHO DON'T HAVE SILLY NICKNAMES YET TOO(: hahahaha we sing tgthr we slack tgthr we perform tgthr we crap geog tgthr!! rockkkks!!

secthrees!
okayzzzzz i don't know most of the secthrees properly but anyway THANKYOU for being such PRO and NICE and FUNNY (okay only sam. jk!) seniors((: YOU GUYS CAN DO IT FOR NEXT YEAR DON'T SCARED LA!

secfours!!
are so funny and pro and encouraging WELL DONE ON THIS CONCERT(: hahaha. i can't believe the secfours are leaving! no more shuyu means no more slack fun sectionals and no more sweet bribes!!! haha no la!!((:

altotwos<33
GOOD THINGS COME IN TWOS!<3

i am a bad senior I AM WRITING BELATED CONCERT NOTES NOW!! THANKYOU PRIS AND SHEENA AND SHASHA FOR MUGGING (and screwing) GEOG WITH ME TODAY((:

2007-08-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

i tuned my guitar. i am happy. see? -->(:

but i really think she threw my old one away, so that's not good. very very not good. lucky for me my dad has this stash of old guitars hidden around the house(:

i blog compulsively. somehow i can't quite believe i missed fop entirely i was so looking forward to it, like ever since june. last day today. nvm la, there's always next year, and there'll be other worship concerts la(: when's planetshakers coming again i want to go!! but for now impt things first.

thank you isobel for letting me whine today and missing so many buses to talk to me(: hahaha. ur such a great friend.

TOMORROW!!! IS THE BIG DAY!! :DD

2007-08-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

c is for celeste the birthday girl!

<333 you vannnn don't be sad!! BE STRONG OKAAAY BECAUSE YOU ARE A FIGHTER!(: evrybody goes thru tough parts of life, but just cling on to what matters most and don't let it go okay?? God be your strength and your comfort.. WE BELIEVE IN YOUUU((: JIAYOU and know you are very loved! vanvan! (haha i haven't called you that since looong time ago! :))

missed fop today, but for a good cause(:

i think i need a blogfast. GO RGCHOIR(:

2007-08-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

thankyou kezia for being the sweetest friend ever<3 get well soon okay silly girl!!(: and thanks everybody who asked if i was ok today. weiqing and jiaxuan and charmaine and xiaowei and sophia and becky and everyone else, you made me feel so much better(:

it's okay la, shzehui breaks down too sometimes. must do qt today...many many many things to tell God about. good things!

i found christian ppl in choir im so sooo happy for that!! like peiying and silly grace and pris and shiaoyen. guess it's God's way of telling me that things will be alright la(: its really really comforting and great when you know there's other people around you aiming for God's kingdom too(:

my grandmother heard the gospel in chinese today..and she's going for a gospel rally tmrw! PRAY FOR SALVATION(:

and last but NOT LEAST!! I BOUGHT MY GIGANTIC TALL SHOES(: so i won't feel small during choir concert hooray!((:

blessed be Your name/when i'm found in the desert place/though i walk through the wilderness/blessed be Your name

2007-08-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

CHOIR SOUNDED REALLLY GOOD TODAY YAY! choir makes lousy days good again(: hehe priscilla said they advertised for us on radio!! YAY WE'RE FAMOUS!!

so MUST COME WATCH US SING!! THIS MONDAY AT ESPLANADE 7.30 TO 8.30 TIX ARE ONLY 16BUCKS!!(:

on another note.

WHY CAN'T ANYBODY GO WITH ME TO FOP EVERYBODY LAST MINUTE CANCEL LIKE THAT WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HUH.

spoil my perfect weekend plan la. i very sad okay. very very sad ):

2007-08-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

jane qing and me. what we did instead of working on our emo podcast.

I AM SO SO SICK OF PTS AND EXAMS AND JS BACH AND DELTAS AND OXBOWLAKES AND MEMORISING GLORIA AND THE OTHER HARRY POTTER FRENCH SONG.

):

pretty much decided on my subjcombi after qt today, so at least that's one less thing to worry about. God be my guiding light!(:
FRIDAY COME QUICKLY FOP DELIRIOUS IS IN TOWN!!!

2007-07-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

it's 8.30 and i haven't started on my hw.

and tmrw's monday.

><

friday's musical was pretty good, we left before the gospel part(: and i met avelyn and her nice friend from riverlife(:

cg outing was okay hahahaha. we watched movies and slacked around and then we tried to bbq but we gave up, so in the seth did it for us(: pig was super funny and shijin kept losing and losing at the number game so she kept on eating and eating! and amos has a cool house and a cool mum. then shijin came over and we watched zorro alone in the scary theatre(: i'm very very glad for my cg yup.

we cut vans cake in the middle of the walkway today! haha the sectwo cg of refugees(: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY VAN(:

cip killed my legs. me and qing were so poor thing la, took mrt all the way to toa payoh and back and walked across a gazillion blocks of hdb flats(: there were some ppl who evn came up to us and were like "can i buy that?" hahaha. it was dang funny, one time we walked to the mrt station and we were like "let's turn back la imsotiredimgonnastartmeltingnowahhhh" and when we turned around there was this guy suddenly standing there trying to buy the pins from us xD qing is such a nice friend i like selling stuff with her(:

and. thank God for THE GIRRRLS who gave me INTELLECTUAL ADVICE on what to do today(: hahaha. don't know what i would do without them(:

2007-07-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

pray for the korean missionaries, please. 1 dead, 8 released, 14 left will be killed if conditions are not met.

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to the LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies.
psalms 18:2-3

may the Lord deliver and lift up, as He has always done. we are praying, His will be done, for He hears our cry.

2007-07-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

the new tr is kinda scary. esp with the new seat arrangement. cos we're sitting in this u shape thingy and so when she teaches she stands right in front of my face and stares doooown at the blank math stuff. haha.

vch was okay(: i like mbiri a lot!! and i need higher heels ^^

parents are wiser than we think, sometimes. i need to trust Him now.

thursday choir and outreach dinner, friday choir and musical, saturday choir and cg outing (yes btw COME FOR THIS!! :)), sunday orchard cip. shoot, there flies my weekend right out of the window.

2007-07-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

"'Well done, my good servant!' his master replied. 'Because you have been trustworthy in a very small matter, take charge of ten cities.'"

yes, He sees(:

2007-07-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

fact: doctor says "there's no way to heal this viral infection except through surgery."
truth: God says "I am the God who heals you, through faith you will be HEALED!"

fact < truth! GOD HEALS REAL LIVE PEOPLE WHEN WE PRAY IN FAITH! just like last night! want to know what happened just ask(:

i tell you,

EXCITING STUFF IS HAPPENING FOR GOD'S KINGDOM(: ARE YOU IN OR ARE YOU OUT?

2007-07-19T21:13:00.001+08:00

"i fingered a g string and it broke"
--charmaine

haha. GUITARS LA(: yinleng taught me the howie day song! God makes things live again.

person who dropped a note for me this morning please own up you really did more good than you probably know(: thank you, very very much.

2007-07-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

worship churches are cool! haha. closest i ever heard to this was at my uncles church youth-reunion thing last week with shijin. they even had the cool bass/electric parts in the beginning and bridge. totally like hillsong. everybody was jumping and having fun and going crazy. and the best part? IT WAS LED BY ADULTS. dang(: pro like anything la.

Today, Today it's all or nothing
All the way
The praise goes out to You
Yeah all the praise goes out to You

2007-07-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

css was dang let down la, they made us wait in the carpark. mediacorp cheat my feelings. hahaha and the sec2s didn't make banners so we just koped and made one on the back of a poster before the show. sheena and her octopus! ^^ the small boy is scary he sings super well. jiajun didn't make it but it's okay she sang well too(:

AHH GOOGLE IS FAILING ME I CAN'T FIND MY HISTORY PT RESOURCES! why why why! and yeh, why am i even blogging.

somebody come with me on thursday to buy rhd costumes!(: